Sunday, May 25, 2014

My Sun

When did you become the center of my universe? Or is the better question why? Were you born my sun, or is it that I stayed in orbit around you for so long that eventually you became the sun? I am tired of my endless spinning, aren't you? Don't you wish you could catch me and set me free? Or are your wishes more along the line of catching me and holding me captive? 

Do you like being my sun? Is that it? Do you enjoy the attention I give you? Do you shine brighter because I can't stop looking at you? Do you burn hotter because I keep warming myself against you? Are you a sun because I made you one, or are you a sun because I needed one and you became it? Do I constantly need something to fixate on to survive? Did you become my sun for my own good? 

Fine. Don't answer any of the other questions,  but answer me this. If I shut my eyes and blind my sight from seeing you, will your light slowly begin to fade? If I bind myself away from your warmth would you stop burning hot and strong? If I can control myself and stop spinning around you would you stop being the center of my world? 

What I am really asking is this; can I undo what has been done? Can I unmake you as my center? Can I take away your powers as my sun? 

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